Woots ~ Today make another blog. It is quite special coz it is actually 3 in 1 blog.
I tell you the Url hor. You surely cant go in derh.

http://share-bear-we-love-you.blogspot.com/
Lalas see if you can go in. :)

Today nth special la. No dance practice. ^^
GOODY !!!!!!!!!!!!
Sry for not posting actively coz too lazy.
I am a lazy pig you know :D
ok.GTG. Buaiix :)

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Ming Yi here :D

Today gt excursion. Go to Science centre again.
But very fun. We go there watch a movie. That movie very dizzy de . Keep on moving. But the movie very nice, about Dinosaurs. After get home feel very sick . Then in the end got fever of 38.7 . At first is 38.3 . Then I keep remembering of how my kakak took care of me and so on. And I got more sad. Really very difficult to not remember. Then I 9.00 sleep. I don't want to go to school tomorrow leh. But my mother say see first lo. If okay already then can go le.
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Ming Yi here :(

Woots ~ Today so cool. Went to Auntie's house and had some snacks. At first I insisted on not going coz my sis not going because of YEScom. Then my mother say she bring mi then I say okay lorh. In the end, my mother, my maid and me go. I dun want mu maid come leh. I just dun like her. I dun know why larh. Just dun like her lorh. At there eat pizza, nuggets and curry puff and some more snacks. So yummy. My sis leh , today competition Yescom. Competition selling things. Today finalee le. Hope Chua Chu Kang win. Coz always never win derh. Actually should be going to support her, but then father no time so not going support her ler. Today play com play untill siao. :O Sister want use com ler. BB.
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Ming Yi here :)

Happy Birthday Miss TAN ! Grats.
5A decorate the classroom so nice for her. SO good.
Same old words again.
I just feel so lonely all the time. Watching other people with their family members so happily eating, playing together just make mi jealous. Maybe my family would be classified as half-half.
Coz not so close and quite close too. Aiyo. Dunno larh.
I so sad. Nobody cares bout mi. Not a single true friend. Maybe there's one.
Haix. ><" Today Mdm Sophia Tan found out that mi and samantha was the ones that send the letters to her. She so fast know lerh. Not fun derh.
Okay buaiix.
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Ming Yi here :l

Haix. I so miss my kakak. But I know that shes happy there and shes getting married soon. Even though I know that shes gone and she will nvr come back , I still miss her lots. I really treasure the memories I had with her during the past 7 years of happiness. Now half of my happiness is gone. Lost forever . I really wish her good luck. Hope that she would be happier at her own home than with us. I guess she would be happier with her own family again. The love that she would receive I guess would be stronger at her own country. I really miss euu lots Kakak. LOVE you forever! I won't forget euu and I hope you won't forget me too. I am so lonely without anybody to rely on. I really wanna hug euu again Kakak. But I don't I think i'll ever have the chance. I guess farmlife would be more suitable for euu rite. But I really dun wan euu to go back leaving mi all alone here in this family. Maybe I'm nt alone but I just dun tink I have enough time to suit the miserable life now. Mayb if I had more time I would be more prepared and brave to face the life of miseries. So emo everyday. You can call mi selfish to keep holding on to her and dun let her go back. But I just ....... cant control. The emotions I'm facing now are so difficult that I don't know how to manage. Why cant human just have no troubles and be a carefree person forever ? It's really so difficult to hang on for life. So many stress and so much troubles we humans have to face. Probably I'm able to let go in a year's time. When I do anything, she just pop outs in my mind. Even my parents are leaving mi in the house to do nothing. But I know it is bcoz of mi they need to go out and work so I can't blame them. I just have to let go sooner or later. If I let it go now, at least I won't have to face more misery. If I chose to let go, I'll still have more miseries. I rather let go now but I don't know I just don't want to forget her. I am so depressed. And HOMEWORK , HOMEWORK and MORE HOMEWORKS are stressing out my mind. Tomorrow is Miss Tan 's Birthday. Early Happy Birthday grats to euu . =) At least there is still one happy thing to talk about.
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Ming Yi here :(